Saturday, August 4, 2012

So basically...(7-28-12)

So basically I'm laying in bed hoping to go to sleep somewhat early tonight. Early for me is like 1 or 2am. I have no clue but I think it's Kaylins fault that I'm bad at sleeping now cause when I was in NC with her we stayed up literally all night. And I was there for a week so yea I'm used to it now. I'm screwed when school starts. Damn her ! I'm thing that when I get Facebook back I might start writing some blogs on there, cause idk why but people actually read my notes on there. The weirdos haha :) so basically I'm obsessed with Hollywood Heights and Cierra is my best friend again ! Yay glad I got her back. And oh we hate Beckah, not like you guys know who she is cause I never mentioned her, just know we don't like her ok ? I can't wait for school because I'm ready to get my learn on. I'm so serious too, I wanna test myself and push myself this year, it's my last year, I have no choice. I WILL be a lawyer or paralegal. On the upside I'm about to be 18 in 3 months!!!! And I'll have no friends to celebrate with cause they're all 17 still -___- gah. I need a job. So as soon as the world cools down a bit imma go look for one. Tomorrow I'm gonna get dressed for no apparent reason . Just to take pictures and maybe force my brother to come get me and show me off. I just wanna get pretty for no reason at all and go somewhere. I've had my hair wrapped since Sunday now and that's too long. I need a life again. I HAD one when summer started and then last week it went away. I just wanna go somewhere. Do something, even if it is a job atleast I gotta get dressed for that. I wanna go shopping for school. I'm supposed to be in NC but plans changed and since we're broke me and my mom can't go with the rest of my family to Florida to go to Disney World, where I've wanted to go forever. I never go anywhere with this family...... Change subject before it gets too sappy. Laters

Je Taime Toujours,
Mara <3 :)

Birthday!! (7-28-12)

Ok so it's not actually my birthday, but I'm writing this in preparation for it. Such as what I want and where I want to be. I want a laptop, but will accept a cell phone. I want Weeds,The Big C,and True Blood all seasons on DVD and Degrassi. I also would like Moulin Rouge and Rent and Easy A on DVD. But I'd forget all of them for Allen to take me and a friend or just me to Disney World or Land. Don't care which one just wanna go to one. Also I'd like to go celebrate my birthday at Shakas with Kevin and stay over his apartment that I know he shares with David. I just wanna stay over a boys house cause I'm old enough to now haha and no I never have before because I'm a good freaking girl and I don't lie to my mom so I've never snuck and stayed over a boys house or snuck a boy in my house/room ok?! DONT JUDGE ME!!!! Anywho that would be a great birthday. Also if people took candid photos of me like they were the paparazzi so I can be prepared for famous life. Or to meet one of my celeb boyfriends,fiancée,or husbands. Yea that'd be great haha I mean YOLO riight? Ooh you know what? I want a nikon camera, lost my other one a week into it :'( hmm that's about it I think... Oh wait my birthday is a Monday and like I do every year I have school on my birthday, at 7:53am which is the exact time I was born, I shall raise my hand or just yell out depending on the teacher that it is my birthday and we should have an easy fun day. Ok that's it. Tata fir now

Je Taime Toujours,
Mara <3 :)

Cierra

Btw this is bestie cierra :)

Nia

This is nia, my NC bestie and Kaylins cousin .

Lesley

This is my love Lesley, gladly and for the better she replaced Rebeckah. But ya know, Lesley is better. <3

Raquel

See her? That's my bffl rocky :) that's my boo and I love her to death. We down for eachother. Go to jail for eachother. Yea, you wish you had a friend like that . I adore this female

Brandie

This beautiful gorgeous female is my brandiebear. Shes my main bitch and I love the hell out of her. We've been through so much and yet we come back to eachother. She's ride or die and got my back. And I got hers <3